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August 24th, 2011

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08:08 am - our life's too fine to let it die!
ah, my entries are sporadic and short at best, but i'm ok with it. it's just barely 8AM now.. waking up at 7 in the morning is a newly adapated habit..but again, ok with that too. i've mostly been just incredibly happy. and it came about from being left to my own devices! summer is coming to a close and fall is slowly creeping in. i am just taking it all in. days are now being spent just how i want them to be. growing things, being mellow, travelling deep in the woods, in rivers, in my head, baking, appreciating who i love, trips to other places, seeing everything i can. it's the first time in a long time, i don't wake up with a need for something. something to do, something to entertain me, something to distract me from everything. so, moving to portland was a wrong choice, and it's not really the place for me, but so what? i made a mistake coming here, but that doesn't mean i have to completely submerge myself in that mistake. portland is dead. the unwaning desire to prove how ultimately rad you are and how little you care, it's so funny within itself. sad to me, but funny too. there's no culture here, a city is a city is a city but it's still maine. it's packed full with all you lost fucks..... suffocating this tiny city with your bullshit. but thanks, i guess, for reminding me of who i am and what the fuck makes me happy
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